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Background
Our need for a worldview
stems from a remarkable and unusual property of humans. Unlike most
other systems in the universe, we experience the ability to make
conscious choices regarding our actions. While of course we
are constrained by the laws of nature, we do not automatically follow
whatever order or plan is built into nature -- we seem
to have our own independent ability, at least in a limited
sense, to pick one option among many for how the future will unfold.
Because of this fact about our existence, we need a guide to provide
us with some kind of instructions for making these choices. This
guide or mental map is what I refer to as our worldview.
To be effective and sustainable, it must include both an overarching,
intellectual description that embeds our actions within
the context of what (we think) the universe as a system is doing
(consistent with what science has helped us learn about that context),
and it must also provide a more immediate, pragmatic guide to making
the countless tiny choices we face every day. It needs to allow
us to ask the question, of any decision we face, How will
this action help or hinder the objectives expressed in my worldview?
An effective worldview includes both our immediate individual choices
and actions and a description of the broader context, tying these
two components together so we can feel directly how our actions
push and pull the threads that reach out to impact the broader context,
and so we can strive to make choices that are helpful instead of
harmful to that overall context (as we presently perceive it ).
Since we know we do not have all the answers, an effective worldview
must also be adaptable, including within itself a means of making
progress in our understanding and modifying the worldview itself
as we learn new things (and I think it even should highlight
some of the key questions to be pursued as part of the implementation
of the worldview).
This document is my
attempt to record a sample worldview, the one I see myself using
(or would like to be using) right now. This worldview might best
be seen as the current experiment my life represents: it is taken
seriously; I live as if it is the true view of the world,
but I am fully aware that this may not be the case, that there may
be many experiments and maybe no single right answer.
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Intellectual
version
I see the universe as
a system somehow working within certain constraints to generate
structures through which to experience awareness of the deep and
powerful presence of the mystery and magic of existence. This state
is very difficult to define, but we all know clearly when we experience
it, when we tap into a frame of mind that sees the mystery, magic,
and enchantment behind existence, and the interconnectedness of
things. The power and happiness we feel in those moments of grasping
this connectedness indicate something about the value of that state
of mind for whatever is going on in the universe. So I think that
the processes we see in the universe are in some way explorations
of ways to produce these states of awareness, experimenting with
different patterns to see what works to produce this awareness.
I dont believe there is a definite plan or single
end objective -- it seems too clear that everything is an experiment,
that the universe itself does not know exactly what it is trying
to do or what is the best way to do things. Evolution seems such
a clear theme at all levels in the cosmos, and its difficult
to understand why we would have such a strong evolutionary theme
if there were a single, clearly known preset plan. But it does seem
to move in the general direction of increasing complexity, and this
seems to me a fundamental property of our universe. The ability
to have parts of itself experience awareness and wonder also seems
a core property, one that I think is somehow fundamental.
The existence of these
states of awareness requires some form of what we call consciousness,
which operates in terms of information. Consciousness and
awareness of the meaning behind things depend on the information
represented by certain arrangements of the substances we can describe
and manipulate. The information has rules about how it can be encoded
and represented (in ways we assign meaning to) within the discernible
properties of the world. Through science we explore the constraints
on the storage and transfer of this information needed to represent
the properties that seem necessary for meaning. These constraints
include limitations on how information can grow and move from one
self-aware structure to another; some kind of localization
of the information, so that it is available in some places but not
in others (this is sort of why we even need science -- we dont
just tap in directly to all available information about the nature
of the universe), etc.; a certain predictability about what information
will exist at different times and places; (and of course the existence
of what we call time and space at all); etc. So if we were to imagine
starting with a world free of substance, thinking only
of the information required to express awareness, choice, feeling,
and other properties necessary for meaning and the experience of
the deep powerful presence of life, then we would find that as we
add in these constraints to our hypothetical world, they start to
make the pure information world we are building look
very much like the world we experience.
What we call the material
or substance description of the world is really just our observation
of the constraints and limitations we experience in what is necessary
to make something happen. These constraints are thus related to
the means by which information is encoded or represented. And information
is really the ability to specify that one thing is so, rather than
another thing. I am here rather than there. The color of my shirt
is red rather than blue. An event happened today rather than yesterday.
I finished the race in front of him rather than behind him. I am
alive rather than dead. And note again that information only matters
because the distinct states mean something different, they
produce different experiences or states of mind.
So I think that somehow
all the patterns and rules and evolution we see in the universe
are a way of implementing the kinds of information that are necessary
for bringing the awareness of meaning and a sense of a wonder, magic,
and mystery behind things, into existence. I emphasize that this
does not mean its a way of bringing humans into existence
in particular, but I think the type of system we represent,
a structure that can make the universe aware of itself, is
central to what is going on.
The processes that express
this have of course been going on for a very long time. What makes
us unique is our awareness of the processes, and the feeling of
making choices about what to do. Its as if we are the universe
becoming aware of the experiment it is involved in. Our uncertainty
is its uncertainty in some way. We are simply a way for it to continue
the experiment in a more conscious way -- but what we feel in our
own lives is a piece of this same grand experiment.
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Narrative version
So where do I fit in?
What do I believe the universe could really be doing, that I could
be a part of and contribute to with my choices and actions?
I am a steady-state pattern system which has been in existence for
32 years, made up of other systems whose patterns have been sustained
for as long as billions of years: hydrogen atoms formed in the big
bang, carbon atoms formed in massive stars, oxygen and magnesium
and iron from a stars violent death, all moving around and
changing their collective patterns for billions of years and now
finding themselves part of the pattern that is me. I am the sunlight
that drives this system and enables it to persist intact as a system
for several decades. The state of conscious awareness that I refer
to as me is just the tip of the iceberg of a vast web
of materials and events and processes that can now express themselves
and be aware of themselves through me.
I assume that my perception
of having choices to make is real. I think the struggles I feel
are real, that there are choices to be made and that some choices
move things along in a positive direction better than other choices,
and that there are real obstacles to struggle against in making
good choices and taking beneficial actions. I dont know how
to make a clear model for how these choices within limits actually
work, and it certainly is not absolutely necessary to believe that
my choices are real, but everything about my experience
suggests it is the case, and it is not clear what benefit is to
be gained by assuming otherwise. If my choices are real,
then it will be best if I believe they are real. If they are not
real, there is still no harm in believing it since of course I didnt
really have the choice to make anyway. In any event the whole discussion
of meaning and a worldview is expressed in terms of figuring
out what context to use in guiding the choices we make, so the
discussion doesnt really make sense without this assumption.
So then an outline of
a narrative might go something like this: I could start by taking
time and its direction as real, so that there is a progression and
an evolution to things. Its as if things have choices
to make even at the microscopic level, but only within very narrowly
confined constraints. The universe could then be thought of as a
grand experiment of sorts, with constraints (somehow) imposed upon
it for how things must be arranged in order for certain states of
awareness to be achieved, and these states of awareness matter somehow.
I cant really articulate what this is about or why or what
the core objective could be (if any). But I can point to what some
of these states are like -- its what you feel out under the
stars, or figuring out some little secret of nature, or knowing
with certainty you have a direct connection with another human being,
or when you hear a perfect haunting melody that strikes to the core
of your consciousness, or when you are immersed in the struggle
of physical exertion in a sport, and youre throwing yourself
completely and wholeheartedly into giving your best possible effort
with no doubts or distractions. We know these feelings, we know
they are there, we know they provide a passage into the mystery
we long for even though we may find it a nearly impossible struggle
to stay focused on them. My idea is that the core of these kinds
of feelings is part of what the universe is doing even before consciousness
ever emerges.
With the emergence of
consciousness as part of this process, choices broaden, we can make
a wider variety of things happen...There seem to be constructive
and destructive elements working. Why? Where did these two sides
of things come from? Why are there events, actions, and thoughts
we label as good and evil&endash; what do
they represent? When I make a small choice, how am I helping one
influence or element to win out? How do my individual choices matter?
Think of building a context within which to see that our choices
matter, within which Frankls notion of the last of the
human freedoms, the ability to choose ones attitude in any
set of circumstances, can really matter. Perhaps the way to
think of the conflicting forces is through the fact that there must
be constraints on how to achieve certain goals, there are various
goals that one might pursue, and changing conditions which result
in changes to what actions are actually best for achieving
a particular goal. I believe that our feelings -- good or bad, pleasure
or pain -- are generally guides to what actions are beneficial or
harmful in guiding us along a path that is in harmony with some
kind of overall order of universe. In other words, it seems to me
that this overall order, the direction of the wind if
you like, is what we experience as feelings. However, sometimes
these impulses can be out of date, so our conscious awareness can
show us that it is better to do something different than what our
impulse suggests. But to go against an impulse should require a
clear understanding of what has changed so you can see specifically
why you should go against the natural behavior. The
burden of proof should be on justifying why not do something
you feel like doing.
In any case I see our
role as simply to actively carry on this universal experiment to
the best of our ability. When we cut through all the clutter of
our experience we encounter a straightforward question, which might
be phrased as What does life ask of us? or What is the challenge
life present to us? I think it asks that we formulate for
ourselves a clear worldview that provides a sense of the meaning
of our lives, and then strive to live each moment in support of
the objectives of that worldview. This does not mean necessarily
that we must succeed in achieving a particular end result; only
that each immediate decision be made with an honest sense that it
moves the state of the universe in the direction we see as valuable
from the perspective we hold at that point.
If you make the meaning
of your life depend on achieving a particular objective, then you
leave yourself at the mercy of forces you can never completely control.
But the ability to make the choice to act in ways that move the
world in a direction that seems most meaningful at the time is always
available to us, in every instant during which we are aware of ourselves
making a choice. Living and acting in a way that is consistent with
your sense of meaning at the time is still a very real and difficult
challenge. But it is a challenge at which it is possible to succeed,
and at which it is always possible to succeed, no matter
what has happened, no matter what situation you are in. This makes
all the difference, because it has the potential to motivate you
always to act for the best; you always have hope of winning,
never feeling that all is lost and you are just going through the
motions without the chance of doing anything that really matters
to the universe.
In a sense, my idea
for a worldview is a coherent point of view allowing it to matter
what choices you make (so you are motivated to put your heart into
life and make the best decisions you possibly can), but that also
holds you responsible only for doing the best you can (so you are
not driven to despair by the realization that no end result is ever
totally within your control.)
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Guiding principle
Will this action better
connect me to the meaning and magic behind things (the place where
what seems like the real struggle, real life, occurs) than any alternative
action I might take right now?
More generally, I think
that if there is any sense in which our choices matter at all, it
is to try and experience the magical, connected states as much as
possible. Guide everything by that belief - trying to figure things
out, trying to be more aware of the big picture of which I am a
part, of the meaning behind things. See myself guided by the effort
to construct better and better webs of meaning for myself, through
which I see distant times and distant places as real. Picture myself
at a vertex of a vast, interconnected web of meaning. See myself
working with the small choices that are right in front of me, over
which I have control: thoughts I can think, words I can say or write,
motions I can make with my arms, legs, fingers.... But see these
choices as moving the universe in a direction that is more meaningful,
based on whatever my current perception of that meaning is. Believe
my choices are real, that it makes a difference what I choose to
do at each moment, that the impulse I label as the desire to act
meaningfully reflects something real about what is going on in the
universe. Making good choices is analogous to perceiving the direction
in which the wind is blowing, and orienting your sails so that you
help move the ship in that direction. In the case of my worldview,
my guiding principle is like my assessment of the direction the
wind is blowing. So if my guiding principle is to develop the connection
to and appreciation of the deep meaning behind things, then everything
I do should be seen as working toward that, given the obvious constraints
and limitations on how consciousness can form and persist, etc.
Ask of everything, How will this action help me or
other people feel connected to the deep meaning and mystery behind
things. Evaluate everything in those terms, assuming its
what matters most. Be sure to take my worldview and guiding principle
seriously, as long as I continue to believe in it -- only then am
I living in contact with real life as I see it. Ask if I am living
and acting in the real world as well as I can perceive it.
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