Hi, SII fellows.

Since we spend so much time at SII talking about how science is part of regular people's life, I thought I would tell you what happens to me every day as I go about my business.

The other day, I opened the basement door to the garage and, because it was dark in there, I thought I saw someone move up above the level of the car. Immediately, my heart sank and began to beat faster and I felt that roller-coaster sensation except with fear and probably froze physically. In only another split second, I realized that this was my cat, on top of the car, where she usually isn't, and all that went away. But I was left to realize what a mess of fine chemistry I am. In this and many other similar ways throughout my day, I realize what orchistration I am part of and, because I know enough about biology and chemistry and physics to just give me a clue, I know how to place the things I notice about myself within the larger context.
For unknown reasons, realizing what a clump of matter I am and what rules I may be abiding acts well on me. Far from alienating me from meaning, it makes everything more meaningful.

Of course, during more of my time, I am concerned with myself as an individual and think I am much more than chemistry, indeed. But my cat events happen frequently enough, and I am concerned with science through books and conversations enough for these connections to be made frequently. And this is my integration, and I am glad of it. Even just being a writer and not a scientist.

Love,
Maya
Vancouver, WA